Good evening from southern oregon.. may the lord keep you all well . as the title says im moving.. dont know where but god will provide.. let me get to the point.. im on ssdi for pts . i lost my mother and father respectively . i was left the house and all this stuff.. this is hard for me and could use some prayer for god to guide me in the right direction .. that being said. when my mom died of cancer in june of 18 i still had my father to take care of.. he had a a stroke in sept of 13 for 6 yrs i took care of a man i hated most of my life. he and my mom got remarried in 12 .. after 42 yrs of divorce.. it was hard when he moved in.. we had chips on our shoulders him and i.. and we got into a fight one day in 12 we were ready to do each other. then we both just stopped.. i went outside and immediately went prone before god. i had let the old self out , i asked god for forgiveness and clarity on my father. little did i know i was prone for abut 45 min. i walked back inside and heard my father praying word for word the same prayer i just got done with.. word for word. we looked at each other and the hate was gone and the only thing left was the grace god showed us to love one another through him. then he had his stroke and i fed him changed his diapers with my mom turning him every 2 hrs for 6 yrs . now that i am alone with no tribe no family that are on the same path as me .. its time to get out from this burden that is this house the loan i was forced to take to give my dad a roof so he did not have to die in a home. i met with a broker today and i am listing my house here in southern oregon. my goal is to be debt free and buy someplace to make my home . ive got so much stuff to sell and i fell now that the wheels are moving this burden has been lifted .. I have the means to keep myself going and to survive no matter where i go. but do i need the thousands of pounds of preps to take with me. no i dont.. i can buy more when i land where i need to be.. im a chef , i can hunt , butcher and have the heart to keep going. any ideas of where to go.. im looking texas and ok because my dollar will go furthest there. so if anyone has taken the time to read this to the end i thank you.. and if there is anyone in oregon or near buy that needs things please contact me.. things i am willing to donate are caned goods jars for canning etc etc.. i also have many buckets.. that will be to hard to travel with.. i am willing to give to a chruch or to barter time to help me get ready for the move.. again thank you and remember PHILIPPIANS 4:13..
Are you just starting out or do you feel that you are at the other end of the spectrum?
Christopher, I really do hear you. I lost my father in 2001 and my mother in 2002. Since then a divorce and a lot of other life issues. I too am alone. To put it bluntly, it sucks, but it can also be a blessing as well. SSDI is barely surviving, know that as well, but with effort you can find your place and thrive. I am so very glad to hear that the Father not only answered you, he let you SEE. That is one of the best gifts he gives us. I am unable to help with the sales of your things, as I am the country away from you, but will send up some prayers on your behalf. Shalom brother, may your path lead you directly to where the Father wants you to be.